D says:
i feel like i am less of a father to our child as each day passes
Regina Baby says:
what do u expect?
Regina Baby says:
in the first place, how can u even be fulfilling ur duties when u ain't even here with the baby??!!
D says:
Its not as if i havent been trying you know
Regina Baby says:
anyway, it is not important! a baby doesn't need a father to grow up..
D says:
it does
Regina Baby says:
a mother is more important..
D says:
thats rubbish and you know it
Regina Baby says:
who is breastfeeding him/her? not the father..
D says:
why are you giving me that??
Regina Baby says:
stop asking me stupid questions when u r the one starting everything.
Regina Baby says:
and also, why do u even want to be here? i don't understand!!
The second part of the conversation is going to prove so much more, of the person who is Little Junior's father..
D says:
I HAVE OFFERED MY WHOLE LIFE TO YOU SERVED ON A PLATTER!!
Regina Baby says:
pls don't tell me things like this.. it is not what i am expecting from u..
Regina Baby says:
what whole life?? u ain't even moving here for good..
D says:
yes i am...
Regina Baby says:
if coming over here to SG means offering ur whole life to me..
D says:
just not at this moment of time where my doctor wants me to remain for the moment
Regina Baby says:
then pls don't do that.. i can't take this heavy responsibilty..
D says:
the only reason i changed my ticket was on doctors advice
Regina Baby says:
pls don't come at all..
D says:
why??
Regina Baby says:
i already told u.. if u are unwell, then don't bother..
it's not like it will make any difference if u r here or not.
D says:
why?
Regina Baby says:
there will be no difference, don't u get it?
Regina Baby says:
my life still goes on, i still have to pay for my own bills and expenses, unless u can afford to pay at least half of what i am bearing..
Regina Baby says:
which, in my honest opinion, is hard..
D says:
FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!!
D says:
i could pay for all your costs if i find a job there
Regina Baby says:
tell me how confident are u about getting employed here in SG..
D says:
still confident
Regina Baby says:
and then how confident are u about landing urself a job that earns u at least S$1500 a month?
D says:
piece of piss
Regina Baby says:
WHAT?
D says:
i was hoping at least $1800
Regina Baby says:
PLS DON'T OVER-ESTIMATE URSELF..
D says:
its not over estimating
Regina Baby says:
unless u r in a professional job (engineers, teachers, accountants, etc), don't think it is easy to get paid S$1800..
don't forget your employer is still liable for your foreign worker levy fees every month..
D says:
i know
Regina Baby says:
what makes u think they are willingly to pay u so much and then still have to pay ur levy fees?
Regina Baby says:
u know, u know.. again u say u know, but yet make senseless statements like it is a piece of piss for u to earn $1800!!
D says:
you need to have confidence
Twisting and denying the words he said..
D says:
if you are not coming here... then i have to do all that I can to make it over there right??
Regina Baby says:
what's the point of u saying that?
i already made it clear to u that we are not getting married, and ain't even going to be together as a couple..
D says:
why??
Regina Baby says:
so, u do not have to do all that u can to make it over here..
do u understand or not?
D says:
No...
Regina Baby says:
seems like u r the one not understanding the whole situation right from the start..
D says:
all this time we had and you decide one month before i am supposed to migrate that its not going to work
Regina Baby says:
oh crap! u ain't even migrating now!
D says:
wait one moment...
Regina Baby says:
don't talk as if u had already got urself all the papers and stuff done for migration..
D says:
ermmm... i need to find an employer first
Regina Baby says:
migrating is not buying an air-ticket and flying to the country and start finding jobs..
D says:
i do know that...
Regina Baby says:
so, what is this migration u r talking about..
D says:
i can't do any work paid or unpaid in a 3 month visit visa
Regina Baby says:
3 months do not equal to migration!!
D says:
i never said it did
D says:
my migration will never be complete unless i gain Permanent Residency
Regina Baby says:
these are ur words :
"all this time we had and you decide one month before i am supposed to migrate that its not going to work"
Regina Baby says:
what have u got to say now?
stop saying lots and lots of stuff and then finding excuses to deny that u said them..
D says:
i mean between us
Regina Baby says:
see, u r now twisting the words around again..
D says:
no i am not
Regina Baby says:
i am saying the word which u said urself "MIGRATE"
D says:
i mean that you decide us isnt going to work one month before i try to migrate
Regina Baby says:
which means that nothing has been done for the 'migration' yet isn't it?
u haven't done anything about the so-called migration..
D says:
excuse me
Regina Baby says:
so does it matter even if u don't come here for good now??
D says:
first of all... i need to find an employer
Regina Baby says:
have that been done? PLEASE!
Regina Baby says:
so, again.. I AM EMPHASIZING THAT NO MIGRATION STUFF HAS BEEN DONE.
D says:
and i been to the SG embassy enquiring about a 3 month social visit visa in case i havent found an employer by OCt 25th
Regina Baby says:
that doesn't require u to go down to the Embassy..
THINGS LIKE THIS CAN BE DONE VIA THE NET OR PHONING THEM..
D says:
WHAT! i went down to London to visit them
Regina Baby says:
certain things that require you to do it off the net u don't do, and certain things can be found through the net u made so much to complete..
Regina Baby says:
are u saying that u went to London to apply for the 3months visit pass? when u ain't even going to be here for 3 months..
D says:
AAAAAAAAAAARGH
Regina Baby says:
did u apply? submitted application and paid fees?
D says:
i not going to be there now as i have to have a BRAIN SCAN...so decided against for now
Regina Baby says:
u did not answer my question!
did u just go to London to enquire? or did u submitted an application?
D says:
I were going to submit it...but then i thought about my doctors words...i went to London after my doc appointment...
Regina Baby says:
so to say that u actually made a wasted trip to London (SG Embassy) and did nothing?
D says:
well... think about it...
Regina Baby says:
then why did u still say like u had done so much at the Embassy, the efforts u took to go down to London and to the Emabssy..
D says:
do i find out if i have problem with my head or do i stay in SG for 3 months and let my condition deteriate?
Regina Baby says:
it is all rubbish, u know that? see, that's what u are good in..
D says:
i never said i took so much effort to go there
D says:
sheesh...i only got on a train
Regina Baby says:
u actually did nothing, but wanted to tell me that u went down to the Embassy and stuff
This part of the conversation had the most impossible dialogues, and I was sobbing uncontrollably when he said he's going to take away Junior from me!!
D says:what i want i cant have
the only thing i want i cant have
D says:
well ... two things
Regina Baby says:
blame God for that or what? u r not the only person in the world to face that..
D says:
so... that is supposed to make it better??
well is it?
Regina Baby says:
what? u r in a stage of denial..
D says:
its much worse than that
Regina Baby says:
it is the truth on how things are going, and so u can only accept it.
D says:
you cant judge things being 6000 miles apart
Regina Baby says:
what? pls stop going round and round again!! it is not going to change anything..
Regina Baby says:
my piece of advice to u.. don't come to SG, as it means possibly putting ur health in danger, and also making u lose a bit of ur fortune..
D says:
i want to come...
Regina Baby says:
as for you wanting to contribute as a father, i have kept receipts of everything i paid for..
D says:
pls allow me this... those two weeks
Regina Baby says:
and pictures of Junior are posted regularly on my blog..
D says:
like i promised
Regina Baby says:
so, u are not missing out on anything..
D says:
i know
Regina Baby says:
u don't owe me any promises..
D says:
its not nearly enough
D says:
i do and junior, he/she is my flesh too
Regina Baby says:
i will write to u every month on how much i spent, and then u can send remittance accordingly..
D says:
i owe him/her my whole life
Regina Baby says:
stop it!
D says:
i do
Regina Baby says:
i honestly shouldn't have told u i am expecting..
D says:
i know... because i cant stop this stabbing feeling in my heart
Regina Baby says:
if u want so much to take care of Junior, u can have him/her then and raise him/her in Reading if u think u r capable..
D says:
okay then
Regina Baby says:
u think u can do that?
D says:
let me do that
Regina Baby says:
don't be kidding..
D says:
and you go back to your bachelorette ways
D says:
i can do that yes
life always finds a way
Regina Baby says:
it is impossible to let Junior suffer along with you..
D says:
why would junior suffer?
Regina Baby says:
if u mean well for Junior, u wouldn't have even said that..
Regina Baby says:
u aren't even well urself.. how can u possibly take care of a growing baby?
D says:
if you really cared you wouldnt have suggested giving him/her up
Regina Baby says:
i am only saying that to tell u that u don't have the ability and capacity to do that..
D says:
says who?
Regina Baby says:
so, Junior's only good when he/she stays with me..
Regina Baby says:
u r sick ok..
D says:
and?
Regina Baby says:
what if something happens to u??
D says:
like you care
Regina Baby says:
have u spared a thought??
D says:
gosh?
Regina Baby says:
i care for Junior..
D says:
i havent found out if i am sick yet
D says:
and so do i, so much
Regina Baby says:
u want him/her to struggle through growing up himself/herself if the father isn't there anymore?
D says:
what good is a father to her all the way in the UK?
Regina Baby says:
are u able to send him/her to a college after secondary??
D says:
yes
Regina Baby says:
with ur current earnings from BK.. please, be practical..
D says:
i not gonna be in BK forever you know
Regina Baby says:
but u haven't found something better and prospectful..
D says:
i do have an investment here you know, my home
Regina Baby says:
so, don't brag and say u can provide for Junior..
D says:
i am looking right now in jobs here too
Regina Baby says:
that doesn't mean u r financially more capable..
Regina Baby says:
and what, if u got no money to provide for Junior, u sell away ur house?
and then where does that leave u & Junior to stay??
D says:
you should try to know more about the UK
dont think i would be financially unable to look after him/her...
D says:
i am going now, bye
Regina Baby says:
u can't even pay a mobile bill of 135 pounds..
Regina Baby says:
nevertheless, i am never going to give up Junior!!
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